The Night Before – My Breast Implant Removal Story

*Post updated September 2022 Why I Had My Breast Implants Removed – Part 8 Read Part 7 The Night Before Surgery (As written in my journal on May 10th, 2015) Tomorrow is surgery day. As I sit here, I am aware, more than ever, that tomorrow God rebuilds more ancient ruins. The fact that I […]
Jesus Is My Plastic Surgeon – My Breast Implant Removal Story

*Post updated September 2022 Why I Had My Breast Implants Removed – Part 7 Read Part 6 Jesus is My Plastic Surgeon There was nothing special about the office building to make me think, “This man knows beauty.” As I wandered through the hallways, the smell of fresh construction wafted through the air. My cynicism […]
The Waiting – My Breast Implant Removal Story

*Post updated September 2022 Why I Had My Breast Implants Removed – Part 6 Read Part 5 Coming Home to God For the next few weeks, I studied. I prayed. Day after day, I became more and more confident in His word and the ways He was strengthening my heart. I began to settle into […]
The Doctor Who Spoke Death – My Breast Implant Removal Story

*Post updated September 2022 Why I Had My Breast Implants Removed – Part 5 Read Part 4 The Doctor Who Spoke Death Now begins the next God-you-had-better-do-this-and-FLEX moment. I feared my pending visit to the plastic surgeon. I feared them not getting it, not supporting MY decision, and them trying to talk me out of […]
The Husband – My Breast Implant Removal Story

*Post updated September 2022 Why I Had My Breast Implants Removed- Part 4 Read Part 3 God is Leading the Way My first, “Okay God…flex,” was to ask my husband what he thought about having my breast implants removed. It was a workday morning. And this is how the conversation went down: Me: “Hey, hon. […]
Six Months Ago – My Breast Implant Removal Story

*Post updated September 2022 Why I Had My Breast Implants Removed – Part 2 Read Part 1 Six Months Ago… Six months ago, God exposed what I believe to be “ground zero” of my heart. Six months ago, I was consumed and swallowed up by the plaguing, ever-retuning lie that my husband did not love […]
Why I Had My Breast Implants Removed

*Post updated September 2022 Living in the Light What I am about to share with you is one of the most revealing, honest, and personal parts of my story. But first, I must confess…I fear your reaction. I fear that sharing this part of my story could be polarizing. The thought that the good seed […]
Is your hustle holy?

Do you want to know if your “hustle” is holy? Ask yourself this question: “Am I being motivated by fear?” If the answer is yes, go deeper. Am I afraid of being fat? Afraid of being poor? Of being less than or not enough? Our modern culture has taken the art of supercharging our fears […]
What to do about my loose skin that hangs?

I get a variety of questions from people looking for a little guidance and it’s my joy to try and respond to as many as possible. I actually find I hear most clearly from the Lord as I am freely typing in response to a personal battle that someone is fighting. I am a relentless […]
What to do when you don’t feel seen?

I am usually not a big fan of the flexed muscle selfie because, to me, it seems so “look at me!” When I study Jesus, I never see him “flexing” except when he was trying to get the religious leaders to open their eyes to see a new Kingdom was taking place – The Kingdom […]